Precious Memory

2009-12-12T21:22:00.001-08:00

Babe and Friends =]

I wont be using this blog anymore .
I got new blog jor

http://therther1901.pixnet.net/blog

Private and Confidential Blog =]

If any thing

Just tell me or Text me

Ther =]

i felt that way

2009-12-10T05:27:00.000-08:00

Sorry i dint accept you back,
Because i've been through so many problems before you.
You never knew why
But some day , some 1 will tell you
I don't love you any more
And you knew that when i told you
So
Go back to your rich and wonderful life
Go marry a woman you love forever
And choose a woman that wont be a burden to you

That's my last phrase to you
Hope you be happy
When you without me

=]

i always cherish the moment
With those wonderful memories

From
Ther =]

2009-12-09T04:38:00.000-08:00

Very hate you
Very hate ...
You think i got money to pay you meh ?
You always ask for money
But you never work at all
Now.
You see.
I got pissed off from you

Hate this kind of guy

fake.

2009-12-08T00:50:00.000-08:00

ya .. i heard that you just left that place without any thing and in the moment , you just gone like that ...
i felt myself fake too . just because nothing had happen upon many things ..
and i will make a another decision
you make me feel no more safety
think bout past again
think bout what others did to me again

any 1 dare to bet with me
when end of 2010
i will be back girl again

who dare to bet ?
Rm100

i bet
no

Nice . =D

2009-12-07T06:50:00.001-08:00

Being Alone

2009-12-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

Being alone ?

i was'nt asking any one to understand bout this
what should i do ?
the feelings of making some thing to lay on when you feel tired
am i that kinda of person , that you always lay on ? . i felt tired bout that . and i begin to understand why i always like this..
i want my own free way , free style , i don't want any one judge bout me , I lay on myself
and i trust that god will always be with me .. although those memories had past , and lay down those words on my hearts that i say , ' i wont be back tb any more ' but i think you shouldn't believe this words, its hard , i want to protect myself ! i want to know what others care ! well.. its not hard =D. i was wrong being so soft heart . But i only will get , Hurt . =[...
babe .. i don't want when i only miss you or think bout you , i only find you , but i want babe when miss me , you find me too ..

Felt this feelings ..
Always left inside my heart

Ha

2009-12-07T05:50:00.000-08:00

The ha for me is for you

Alvin today come find me lehhhh ... so geng neh ...
he come give document to the lawyer jek lar..
where got come find me leh ..
then every one all looking at me ..
==
My friend lai de lah~!
where got bf...
= =
i bo bf lar..
then alvin told me
jun find him *call*
then i say enn okay lar . i wanna go jor bye.
then alvin go downstairs with me
then i tell him.. I no use ... i already know jor many thing bout him.. and because of that ... we 2 also mau break de lar... why wanna stay so long ? i shouldn't stay so close .. i should know my status , should know what i m .. just finish off .. then its enough ..
then keng at de stair case
Me : i dint say i x love him or what . i dint say i love him or what. i wan the things i will get dou .
Av (alvin) : haiix ... you 2 .. why you 2 every time also like that ? (some thing like that)
Me : I pun tak mau de mar.. but .. i really wanna be who i m, i felt empty . and i dont really like guys that much
Av : cause you in girl school before
Me : so what ?! tai sei me isit ?
Av : not that meaning
Me : he knows what happen to me meh ?! he knows what i want meh?!
Av : okay . i give you 1 month . if you 1 month beh tahan be like a lady , then you can be a boy -- (some thing like that )
Me : fuck off lar. bye no mood nw
Av : just like you always treat me
Me : BYE !

i always want to be what i want it to be

just let me calm down

and give me the suggestion

today ~im gonna kill A

2009-12-06T03:11:00.001-08:00

Hey babes ~
doing great ?
okay .. lets start with today
today i woke up at 1.27+pm
sleeping beauty xD
and then do my things with the sink
of cause , brushed my teeth
bla bla ..
then go to sakae ~!
SAKAE sushi~
drink sakae.
eat sushi
steamboat spicy beef
and futher moooorrreeee.

Walked with my mom
bought some home stuff thingggyy ..
then went to old town
Lim TEHH.. know * ?

Then come back

talked to alvin

then blog some stuff over here

and play my games ~

so you see
im having a big Thing going on with my games

gonna continue there too

So

Ciaoz

=]

Loved,
Esther

2009-12-05T08:53:00.001-08:00

today very swt .
i really bo mood to talk to any one
just feel like wanna die

how can.
i treat her really like a mui

she will betray me too ?

i think this back

i really wanna hit some thing

The more i hate , The more i love

2009-12-04T18:35:00.001-08:00

At the previous blog
i din't tell you all about what happen to me right ?
haha,i got low blood pressure
plus , heart maniac problem = =
what the f?
this few days is my most moody mood mood
alot of things happen lately
but i hate return back to KL when im in Ipoh
babe sim eng
she went to ipoh , don't know she will come back to KL a not..
babe carmen
is going to australlia as you can see in my facebook , i post a picture bout her
saying all missy miss stuff
and me
i wanna go boarding school
i wanna leave kl
@@.
it because seok shuen said that she will angry me
if i leave kl

im gonna buy car soon
cause my dad and mom is going to give that money
she save so long time for that
but im not 18 yet...
haiix..

alright, let's talk bout new moon
guys ~ did you watch already ?
i love cullen
but jacob is way toooooo leng zai leh ~
yy said she love jacob
but i love cullen more
because i will like to meet a vampire *dream on esther!*
but she sacrifice for cullen
and went to the castle of vampire
whole building is all vampire
and only 2 human is in there
1 is the clerk , she way stupid ! but she wants to be
2 is the HER!
man ~ ... she really wanna become and married cullen
or cullen dint even bite her?
but you know..
they even went back to cullen house
to vote for her become vamp or not
her family all voted her
but except her sister
couse her sis also wants to live in a normal life
thats why she dint voted her
she really will age
once she reach 81
cullen will be 16 (because of his looks )
and then when the school starts
they gone for class
and sit at the back sit *cullen and her*
watching *romeo & juliet*
and then they keep on talking at the back
so the teacher cought them
and he ask cullen for the previous words that romeo was saying
and cullen answered..
the teacher like bo face xD!
but when cullen said she wanna leave her
she really had a hard time..
but cullen use the spirit to guide her after all
but the ending..
is really driving me crazy..
SHE BECOME ONE ! OR DON'T !!!!
haiix..

2009-11-30T21:05:00.000-08:00

Just now my mom called
cause im sick thats why i dint go work
lols.
she said my boss sees me during office hour playing sms
ADUII !! GAO LAT LOR ...
haiix..
suan nar...
then my worker friend said
Ya lar.. she very staburn de lar.. don't want listen to people say de

Ya lar. i very staborn to just wanna recieve people sms only mar
Haiix.

Very siao de lar ..

that time bad mood some more you said like that

haiix..

2009-11-30T04:52:00.000-08:00

Every thing is meant to be
even i don't want it to be happen again
i hate myself so much
that i cant even resists myself , do you know that ?
i felt like i always be alone !
just that alone!
make me really cry for whole night
its painful
its tough
its tears
although you might not know that even 1 single message you sent it to me
it might make me change myself in the morning
i love the person
its already gone
why don't you believe in me ?
i always wanted to find some one to share in the middle of the night
i always wanted to live like in a fantasy or even i dream about being live in the manga life , do you know that ?
i was so damn happy
i was so damn cheerful one day

its hard to me
where the hell does any body go ?

do you know whats my feelings towards one person ?
i wish i can change to another school
or even i want to have transfer to a boarding school!

its makes me really felt
lonely

you need me
im here
when i need you
you are gone

its make me so sad

really damn sad

where was i
always needed to you
where was i
always accompany you when you are sad

i always wanted you to accompany me
but when is no good time for you
you just run away to another country
why ?!
i hate this feeling
i want to cry
but i always told myself
forever me
always need to make a happy face
through life time

Esther

For life =]

2009-11-28T09:20:00.000-08:00

Babes , How are you been doing out there ?

I hope you will be fine too =]

Its so long ,

i dint blog at all =]

well , i quite busy with my work now .
enjoying much lately~

haha , i promise yy that i will take her to go melaka for a trip

any one wants to join ?

but i not yet confirm with the date yet @.@

so if you do wanna join

you can tell me

or you can ask yy wether she wants you to go mou xD

ohya,
i just came back from ipoh with many many people

love their environment

kinda peaceful

and we went to pulau pangkai

hot springs spa xD!

lols!

like it !

well...
its getting late now

so i just read my manga's and goes to bed

you can text me too ,
if you want =]

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
loves my babe!

love you guys too xD

Regard,
Esther

2009-11-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

I LO VE THE RAP

I HA TE THE MU SIC

I LO VE THE BEEP

I HA TE THE LO VE

IM LO VI NG YOU

2009-11-22T06:21:00.000-08:00

What ?

Could never dream on babes!

=D

i love the guy of my dreams

Not you of cause !

XP

dream on!

xD

what im talking about ?

stay tune for my next post !

Ther~

2009-11-21T23:58:00.000-08:00

You are precious treasure
i din't said i din't believe in you
but i hope to trust you
Why every time you treated me so cold
yet i cried you will notice it ?

I know so much bout you
but yet you repay me just a small percentage
What it meant for me this way ?
Me ?
no way i will turn back the past , where i already given up being a selfish girl
but not even a single thing it lasted

So what im gonna do ?
is it not tired ?
is it like a small immature kid play sand ?

i have my feelings too
you went out to outstation
and im stupid waiting for you to come back
what i am for you?

i wish im like a young kids don't wish to know and acknowledge what you did to me
but every thing has a limit . don't you know ?

please
is not a small toy for you to play

Is not a big deal if you read
is nothing happening
don't ask any thing

2009-11-20T19:46:00.000-08:00

Morning sunshine =]

The weather is so cold for me .
My friends are having flu (cold)
so bless ya . =]
hearts you deeeeeepp...

Please take care you body too ..
Please drink plenty of water and eat healthy food

Hearts you all many many =]

Beware what you think
Beware how you act
But loves yourself more than others
Your body and your mind is important

Think logical Babes

This is true !

many people change to 180degree

haiix..

at least don't replace our memory to others

if not i won't forgive you

this is how i deserve ?
when ever i treat you?
this is what you give back me for ?

rudeness me.

Ther~

2009-11-20T04:59:00.001-08:00

I wont ignore you and me
That is how it surpose to be

people wanna make me strong
when i grow mature
i gotta the problem to solve

people wanna make me love
when i grow older
i gotta to know what is right or wrong

i love the man of my dreams
when i grow from time to time
i gotta to know is he suitable for me

i wanna to work for my final needs
when i grow from the past to the future
when im still on earth
im gonna leave this place
while im still you

when im in trouble

where the hell are you

dear Jun

i don't sees any burden in you
so please think at my problems too

don't get freak out by my post

By just,
Ther

2009-11-19T02:58:00.000-08:00

pray for next year to be a happy year~

2009-11-18T08:01:00.000-08:00

L00ks like my eyes got make up . <3 love it

Sat and Sun , Im going to learn some thing new , Called Make art

xD

means = make up

l0ls..

wanna know more

stay tune =]

Esther~

2009-11-17T03:17:00.001-08:00

My temper , My mood , My head . Is just 1 word

Tired , Crazy , Addicted , Sleep .

I DAMN stupid . Know why ?

cause i realize every thing is changing

Man !

OMG

let's party again .

I SO LONG TIME .
DINT GO CLUB

XD

haiix..

words it wont be forgiven so easily lar..

babes ..

i know we don't have the guts to say

but

i love you , for those whom contact me

i love eu guys

2009-11-16T05:22:00.000-08:00

i dint say i dint trust you

but you always let me down

you never said you will find me before

after you go outstation

i keep wishing you come back

and say just 1 word to me

let's meet

that time , i damn happy when i imagine this .

but all i did today in my presentation in work

is Day dreaming

is happy

but although imagining stuff

i make myself more worthy and guilty

do you know ?

i worth is to be the person with happiness

im guilty is because i said 'yes'

i don't want to argue with you

but argue

you keep say keep say keep say .

don't so angry

then i will only tell you this

is okay if i die infront of you ?

just jk

you promise the stuff

did you ever think what is the future ?

never

and i repeat saying the same stuff

you will just ignore me

don't write at your blog saying sorry with the rediculous meaning

i doesnt wanna hear any

just let the past go

but how do i hold on ?

i already told you

'she ' cant replace just any boy or girl

and you did said okay

now you taking back you words ?

is unfair okay ?

Esther~ah Ther

2009-11-16T04:49:00.000-08:00

Good xD!

Im off being sleepy mode again

haiix

I don't know wanna celebrate on this month
or new year that time

hmm..

wanna open party ? or wanna just makan ?

still duno yet

haiix

2009-11-15T06:08:00.000-08:00

babe =]

im off playing and fb games now

trying to find another game

please take k =]

bye

2009-11-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

<3...
Today go out with lai
so sot de neh ..
but i feel dou myself really tired
go out whole day

about 12.08 we reach bus stop
then reach TS bout 12.++
then hang gai
go Sg.$

then go campfire

then 10.40

ngam ngam reach house

=]

great day

2009-11-10T09:20:00.000-08:00

Biii <3 l0ls...XD

i forget change my pic in the facebook XD

later take picxa

xD

Ther

2009-11-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

Today , im happy .
Just make my head all spoiled for happiness

Coming out to work ,
Is not an easy job.

Unless you got .
Certain relationship

Is all about happiness,
If you happy about some thing

You maintain it
Don't blow it away

Please be the Prince Charming
i love you

=]

TODAY SEAM BUY JOR 2 POLO TEES

Rm38

l0ls....

Actually she wanted to buy 1 more tee

but Rm77+++

So she don't want le

Today , i din't say i kap zai lar..
But his face memang like .... ..... Very licin !!
1st jusdy said that guy very leng zai...
Then i go in and see..
REALLY!!!! FACE MEMANG LICIN!!!
l0ls....
Esther yap Kap zai ... XD
i Sot jor..
But of couse lar..
Her mom also is inside
Jusdy said that guy got BOU de...
So very licin
Her mother face also is the same
Buy jor many clothes $.$
like no need $.$....
l0ls.....

If he also like that guy face then good lor...xD

Every thing is fated =]

Please be the one whom guide me
My guardian angel

Ther ~

IS NOT !

2009-11-07T06:21:00.000-08:00

IS NOT !!
I DINT MEAN I WANNA TELL YOU THIS
I DINT WANNA HURT ANY ONE'S FEELINGS
IS NOT I CAN SAY IT ONCE OR TWICE EITHER!
I DINT SAY I WANNA BE THAT KIND OF PERSON
COULD YOU PLEASE TRUST ME ?!
IM SICKING TIRED WHAT YOU DID !
IM SICKING TIRED WHAT YOU SAID
IM SICKING TIRED OF YOUR ATTITUDE !

I WORK SO LONG HOURS

YOU ONLY CALL AND SAID YOU ARE NOT FETCHING !
FINE !
I DINT SAID I NEED YOU TO FETCH ME !
YOU ONLY SAID YOU ARE FREE ONLY

YESTERDAY MY FATHER CAME
BEFORE YOU

HOW COULD I CALL YOU!

IM WORKING

I GIVE PEOPLE SCOLD MANY TIME

GIVE CUSTOMER THE FACE TO ME MANY TIMES

CAN YOU PLEASE. PLEASE . PLEASE

DON'T ACT YOU ARE ALL DAMN RIGHT ?!

IM TIRED TOO

YOU SAID YOU WANNA GO BACK HOME

AND SAY ON THE WAY HOME YOU CAN FETCH ME

THEN I DINT CALL YOU ONLY

YOU JUST SCOLD

EII!

IM A SALES GIRL OKAY ?!

IM NOT LIKE OTHER OL GIRLS

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN MAKE ME ONE

PLEASE

I CANT CHANGE FOR ANY MAN

HAS YOU KNOW MY CONDITION LAST TIME

IM NOT PERFECT

SO ARE YOU!

YOU WORK IN THE OFFICE

CAN SEAT

CAN TALK

CAN CALL

CAN HAVE TEA

ME?!

WHAT THE HELL

I STAND FOR 8 OR 12 HOURS A DAY !

CANT TALK NEAR TO MY FRIENDS

GET SCOLD WANT TAKE OUT PHONE

CUSTOMER GIVE ME FACE

CANT SEAT

NEED STAND

WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW ?!

MY FAMILY NOT RICH

YOU KNOW WHAT IS TIRED AND PAIN !

MY LEGS ARE TIRED

MY BODY ALL PAIN AND TIRED

MY BONE ALMOST BREAK

FOR WHAT ?!

FOR MONEY

YOU?!

ONLY GOT A BIG COMPANY

GOT THINK DOU WE HAS A SALES GIRL MOU?!

LOOK FOR PART TIME ALSO HARD !

YOU KNOW WHAT IS HARD THIS WORDS MOU?!

SMS ME AND SAID MANY THING

I DINT CARE YOU SCOLD

WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ! FROM ME ?!

MY LIFE AND YOURS ARE NOT THE SAME

YOU ASK YOUR OL SEE HOW IS HER FEELING !

NEED TAHAN PERSON WHOM INCHARGE

NEED SEE THE CUSTOMER FACE

YOU WORK HAS BOSS

JUST SAY GO JIU GO

BACK JIU BACK

LIKE A HOTEL

WE ?!

WE NEED TAHAN MANY THING

YOU GOT THINK DOU MY FEELINGS MOU?!

JUST SAY DONT DO

IS EASY

JUST SAY EASY TO FIND ANOTHER WORK

YOU GOT THINK DOU WHAT IS ECONOMY MM HOU MOU?!

i dont think you understand !

PLEASE

DON'T ACT LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND !

I HATE THOSE STUPID RICH SIU YE

MOOD MM HOU !

THER THER

2009-11-06T18:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry babes .
No time to blog.

Working .

Bye

I love ya xD

2009-11-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

Babes Fibi .. xD
l0ls ...

Today was a nice day
Until that stupid guy called = =

Isshh!!

i love ya kay ?xD

End of the looko words xD

Today rain ,
There was a memory between the rain and me .

I shouldnt think much , but is really suffering for that moment when it ends

It was tiring then ..

I never want to speak about any thing

and today , it was just wondering and thinking many stuff

Tomorrow start work le.

Best of luck to me

I just wondering ,
The supervisor there strict mou ?
The worker friendly mou ?
Nervous going there.
Isit break time will be lonely ??? TT..
How would i do tomorrow ?
How do i perform tomorrow ?
Is just brand new start =]
Start my life ,
Start my new home arrangements
Start with new Esther.

Best besssst of luck tomorrow to me =]

Nervous =]

Ther~

I wanna - All American Regects

2009-11-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

Maybe ♥

2009-11-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

You only say
But you never do . ♥

What i felt inside .
And what i told to *that person*
I said , i will destroy this Group soon
And she said *something* i forget already

Although , i wouldn't want much .
Just that , i wanna a family in school .
But i end up , talking craps here

I knew you cant promise what you said *
Is because i knew you are the person , with that personality
Don't be so diva infront of me .
I beh tahan .

Every one in this Gang.
Thank you so much for creating a memories .

I don't wanna ask so much .
Is just , when got free time , let's out , okay ?
Is just some thing i don't ask for .

You always go with them ,
But how bout me ?
You left me there.
And when i ask you question , You would'nt wanna reply me with the answer
And you just look at me .
Every time you did that
I already beh tahan ,
You gamble , You become more diva then last time , You become more LC
That's what i have heard from many people
You hurt people's feelings.
When you speak out the words from your mouth .
I wanted to scold , but i already don't have the Gas or the Oxygen from my lungs
To tell you the real feelings .
I could see my surrounding .
Is already changed
Just like my classmates said .

You give me those feelings that
You just only stick with us , when we have benefits for you
So that you could stay in the school with him.( don't ask who, is a privacy)
When i sees you , you already go with them
Not single words you talks to me
You just giving me those feelings that , you only use me for benefits
Last time im a T .
You stick with us
Now we all be back girl
You go some where FAR FAR FAR away .
Remember , you called me ?
And i was surprise
But when i heard you request me to go school
To just some one who can talk to in school
But when im in school .
You din't come to school .
You sms me , and said Sorry , sleep late . tell him to Bla bla~~
You come to school .
JUST him .
How bout me ? how bout your friends ?
Just , haha .. bye ...

Is good to you .
Now you got new friends
Replace the old once right ?

Maybe ♥
Im just simply think.

But i really can feel it .

That's why i hate to come to school
When many thoughts in my mind .
Many brain problem , because i think to much
I don't want to be 51 years old in this year

Just i felt .

In this gang .
People whom use you for benefits

If i don't treat you is my mui , my best friend
I don't have to blog and say my feelings here

You are just too over the dead line , for me

Any way , thanks for making a memory

I think is enough for me to blog now.

Night

Ther Ther

Tagged by (jie ) Xiiao Tang

2009-11-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

Tagged By Xiiao Tang

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Esther

2. Ther Ther

3. Ther

4. Niick (last time )

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1.19 . 01 . 09

2. 31 . 01 . 09

3. IU day , Forget when

4. 31. 10 . 09

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. blogging
2. chating
3. eating
4. listening songs

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. laugh
2. go gaigai
3. When my frens all happy ♥
4. when all my frens are gathering

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1.
2.
3.
4.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. hp
2. presents
3. money
4. favourite food

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. go gaigai
2. listening songs
3. boil porridge
4. eat

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. Italy ♥
2. japan
3. Korea
4. Us

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Coke
2. Sprite
3. Teh xD
4. nescafe

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. comb
2. wallet
3. pad xD
4. lapsap things xD

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. yellow~ ♥
2. white
3. black
4. green

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Pavillion
2. Times Square
3. Sg. $
4. Friends house

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Babe
2. Jojo ♥
3. Him ♥
4. Her ♥

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Pillow
2. HP
3. Lap Top
4. Bed xD

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1.
2.
3.
4.

FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. For Fun
2. Nothing else to do
3. Boring
4. Duno xD

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
1. Jun Zai
2. Shun zi
3. Fone
4. San
5. Seam
6. Yung Yee
7. Tessa
8. Nui - Esther
9. Texet
10. Fibi

2009-11-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

How should i say ?

My sayang =]

Yesterday take de .

My most beloved Husband of all

And most trusty worthy friend of all

My Every thing

2009-11-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

How should i , say to myself , that i already put down ?
Why do i still care about her ? why do i always miss her ?
Why do i text her to care bout her health ?
Why do i need to suffer ? Why must i always remember the past ?

I already tried my best not to think .
I already tried my best not to Look

But , the answer for this is .

Some time i only remember
Some time i only misses the past only

Bit by bit.
Bitter will be sweet soon

2009-11-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

HEHEHE...

GOOD LUCK WHOM ALL TAKING EXAM THIS MONTHS !!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
BECAUSE OF YOU ALL
I SPECIAL GOES SCHOOL TO GIVE YOU ALL THE SPIRIT!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

THER THER ! =p

2009-11-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

You know i hate you right ?
So stop that childish look

Please be more mature , let me think that i haven't grown up yet

Maybe is my fault

For meeting this kinda of people

I hate staying at home = =

2009-11-02T04:20:00.000-08:00

I hate staying at home ..
non of this time is having a peace = =
keep on scolding me or nag me , that i tak buat kerja
i got . is you dint see dou

My mom's attitude very beh tahan ==
every thing also want fast , if not jiu want all perfect
i also don't know she is a human , or a alien

I wanna go school meet my friends TT ...
i don't want stay at home
VERY THE SUSAH !

VERY THE BEH TAHAN

haiix..
TT

i wanna meet my babes !!

TT

Ther Ther

Love a People theres No reason for it =]

2009-11-01T09:35:00.000-08:00

Please be more Private And Confidential for your own blog .
=x

I know is been awhile since you was arguing with me
but is a blessing that we are friends back

i wanted to tell you my words for you
i wanted to tell you my every thing to you
please be with me
and im not such a person that im envy to others

i love because i have my friends

i love babes ^^

2009-11-01T07:43:00.000-08:00

Semangat peperiksaan babes~
Random picture with a BIG BIG smile..
<<< this Living Doll t-shirt until my knees ..
Big right ?
my aunt come back from Malaysia forawhile
Then go back to NZ
TT
She gave the T to my Daddy ~
Then my papa gave the T to me
So i look like a sleeping pig with a big T on =x

So how's my babes recently ?
Die or Happy ?
Babes ~ don't forget me okay ?
i love you all too

Babes .. this few days im happy
I remember my babes to me the story
Do not think him is a prince but a beggar in the future
He will beg you to be her princess
Do not think him is a Important person in the present
Think him is a Rubbish
So that later in the future
He will take you up a precious stone to him
But do not fall for him
Do not takes his words for granted
you will suffer for his words
Think our god is important
God is always our precious Father , Man and Friends
God is always knows our future
For him is our God whom create the Universe
xD
i love you GOD

Make me a better day
so that i will bring my smile all day long
please be my GOD forever
=]

Babes !!!
i love you!
next time go PAV with me okay TT..
miss you soo ...

=]

i love every thing that my god create

please be by side forever god..

i love you

Ther Ther , Thats my blog for today =]

Ciaoz~

The Reason

2009-10-31T06:17:00.000-07:00

The reason why i cant accept
is because im not ready for any relationship

Although is been a while now

but i still cant have any

Today is a nice day =]
going out with my senior..
And ate Donuts With Carpoccino In Pavillion

i love going there
same with my senior also =]

My senior and me very likes to go pavillion
next time we have a tea there shall we ?

Sorry
im going to postpone my last day of school in tuesday

cause gonna start work

i still have 4days left

mwak

miss me kay ?XD

Ther Ther .. That's my blog for today

Have a lovely day kay ?

2009-10-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

Good Morning =]
What a nice weather today =]
agree?

ehhh ....
what to blog about ?
ohya
going out later ..

1some thing like that
finally decision made

going out with jie =]
i don't know when can meet jie
so i go out with her

any way

5nov..
im going to work

wanna find me ?
go LM ba
=]

Ther Ther

2009-10-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

I feel wanna go Fitness with my mom ..
But jie graduate so got go out
But oo ...
I not enough go out
But can borrow from father
But oo ..
I also got feel dou
2morrow sure got problem gua

Haiix

I very luan..

Maybe should put down every thing
And just continue learn new things

Discuss with ah lai already
she say okay .. that a good way

So maybe i should

Ther Ther

Cries In A Distance - JJ lin

2009-10-30T03:29:00.001-07:00

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

[*]
All I hear is three two one
The scream from the guns
And then one by one
No one gets to run
Someones dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No... no...

All I feel is one two three
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay

Repeat [*] x2

I feel sore
I fall
I call
I crawl

Ina - Fall

2009-10-30T03:21:00.001-07:00

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I thought you really loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good
I’ll be okay

And you fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

= = ...

2009-10-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

Are you mistaken that i write about you ?

Please Dont Lie Me

2009-10-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

Today , i would die if any one know what i did
just lai knows..

wanna dance..
wanna be some ones beauty
in the stage
where's only you pretend no ones around you

please let me
be the one..
are sad
so that i can be who i m

Ther Ther

2009-10-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

Ni bu yao zai wen
bu yao zai fan
wo bu xiang ni bu kai xin
er qie ni ye hui zhi dao shen me hou guo ru guo ni gen wo yi qi
wo bu xiang zai hurt guo ni
ni ye bu yao zai gen wo liaw tian ba
ni zai 'blog' xie wo zhen yang hao zhen yang bu hao
wo hui xiang dao yi qian de shi
ru guo wo bu xin ni
wo jiu dang zhe ge shi qing mei fa shen guo
wo mei you nan pen you
wo ye bu xiang zai you
wo ye mei you nv pen you
ye bu hui zai you
ru guo wo bu xin ni ye bu hui zhi dao wei shen me
wo zai 'blog' xie zhe ge shi qing shi wo yao ni zhi dao
ni bu yao zai fan
wo ye bu xiang ni zai fan
wo zhi dao ni dui wo hui
ni ye yao gei wo shi jian lai shuen
wo bu dong yao zhen yang wang zi yi qian de shi
wo ye bu zhi dao yao ji jiu
i don't want to talk any more about us
and is quite fastrated
im gonna be looko
please..
if you cant give me some time
i think you are forcing me

Please..
if you want me to trust you
so please
give me some time

after that incident happen what inside the car you told me

it makes me cant trust you

no i don't want to

is hard to trust

others please
don't ask and don't care what is happening
is just no meaning bout it
don't ask !

Ther Ther

Mama Loves me the most

2009-10-28T00:32:00.000-07:00

Today quite fun
Babe shuen go school ... accompany me .. =p...
but the main reason is she ask me go school ... =x
lucky i dint miss today ...
cause today we talk many things !
l0ls...
make my nerve go up ... xD
really fun neh ..
babe eng eng dint go school ..
cannot kiss you in the public any more =p

well babes~
is time to end my school life this year..
if wanna out ~
call me lu~
xD

baby carmen ~
why dint go school~
i miss you so~~~

jie jie ~
miss HIM soo much~~
die more then 100 times to just miss him
XD

babe ther ther (me xD)
be more independent~
don't out too much

lols.. but i cant =.=

To that person..
My heart is confuse now..
don't ask me..
don't force me

honestly

i just want to like a person
but i don't want pak tor..
im scare..

even i confess
i don't plan to pak tor..

be with me ..
although is going to end
but cherish the moment we had..

show me you love
hug me if you want me
kiss me if you want to taste it

Love a person
is not about just loving the person
but understand the person character
and her thoughts for you

Babe~!!
im not going to school 2morrow..

Ther Ther

Remember this Song?

2009-10-27T07:17:00.001-07:00

what you all think?

nice ?

Comment lu~

My blogskin.....

2009-10-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

A bit .......... yellow... what you think ?

l0ls...

Ther Ther

Hopes too high

2009-10-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

Today babe eng eng come to school leh~
we have fun ... =]
we share like last time
glad...

i think i shade to much tears
i think is time to renew myself
although is hard

make myself a better place =]
a peace is renew for a better reason in my heart =]

L0ls.... that tb ..... really had a harsh time to talk to girls
that girl... really ham bao zhing...
xD

l0ls... you know who you are..

but hopes on you to be back what is like ..
please make yourself understand
i really need time

so .. don't ask again..
kay ?

Ther Ther

You never can forget her

2009-10-26T06:27:00.001-07:00

That's what i know today ..
obviously ... i still cant forget ... 'that person'
you know.. today i come back
you just .. don't seem to want talk to me
so.. im not really want to talk many thing
cause i think i come back .. i just talk many things to you ..
but .. obviously .. the reason .. no ..
i came back .. i rush back ... my heart beat fast
to just meet dya... and.......
but .. the answer is no =]
i know you wouldn't want to forget her
so is okay for me to go off ..

today is a HAPPY day
and i would tell you that

but i cant promise myself ..
i wont be sad..

i cant

Ther.. Ther

Yesterday & Today

2009-10-25T02:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning Hing call me up @.@
Then i wake up lor..
He call me wanna go Yam Cha mou
Then i say .. dont want .. cause he need go Work..
Then never mind lu ..
Angry sei him ... cause ...xD secret...

Then later YY come my house..
Chat awhile..
Then go Ts..
That day i dress has T
Cause is my last day .. I promise jor Some 1 .. i wont be tb jor..You know who you are..xD cause that time you say you will go Shop with me .. after i work xD
Then later walk har walk har .. see dou my brother .. XK ...
Then walk har walk har.. see dou my LENG ZAI SON !
haha.. then walk with them lu ...
Also got see dou san san ..
Go pavillion ... Go sg wang.. Go Ts..
tired ...
Then 12++ i go sleep le...
Cause later people angry not good le..
Maybe after i finish the baleno fare..
I will go work has OL .. xD.... no lar....i go back to my old company there work ..
Quite fun lar.. =]

After that .. Today ..
today very funny ...
in church..
That solou call me ... >< suan le..
Then later .. my gor join us go Jusco
>< very heng de le !
haiix..
then back play CW
CW damn lag de lar..

Haiix...
Monday will hear all the stupid rumors about me and YY go ts..
Eii... i be back girl also cannot wear Boy shirt 1 day meh ?
i dint walk with YY alone lor the whole day ..
Dont mistaken

i will be waiting you ...

Ther Ther =D

Today ~

2009-10-23T03:05:00.000-07:00

Lols... im really happy now ~! moody just getting better ... although i know whats the answer for my family matters~
CRAPS! just talking about nonsence = = .. dont mind me
now im talking about winning !
Today went for tarian competition!
my god..... i love you
i lead the class to win!
but also thanks to them giving us such a team work for me .. @.@
although it pissed me off
cause im a leader inside...
they don't want to dance !
but all my friends did !
i love ya ..
but the coward .. scam away ... stupid person ..
wanna care bout face...
haiix..
but thanks to them =]
we win second prize ...
although we dont have enough people..
but lastly .. we did it ... !
i mean ! yay!
haha ..
gonna miss babe carmen =[...
shes not going to stay in malaysia to study ..
shes going to australia ... TT...
cause her dad get hired in that country ..
but .. we gonna miss her badly ... =[..

i know d answer for every thing ..
i know d answer for what im suppose to do ..
thanks my friend for cheering ..
because .. you are great ! and de best =]

today i thought my son to study ..
you know what ..
i scream at her ... ><
im sorry ...
cause i know i dont have the patient ..

one week already past..
im glad this time can make me happy ..

but thanks to my friends =]

i love you ..

2009-10-21T23:25:00.000-07:00

When we face problem..
That problem ... makes us know how to think ..
and we grow more mature . much more knowledge in our life

and we know what we are going to do when we face the same problem..

although im running away from it

but one day ..
im going to face that problem
when im strong enough

but.. is not time yet..

i will maintain what im going to maintain

i will make my self more mature

i will make myself more grown up

i will make myself to be strong

i will not make myself to be others people burdens

i will not make any one to worry so much about me

i want to grow up ..

i cant easily cry ..

i cant easily give up

but..

once im moody

these words are no use to me

im such a loser some time

i cant win

i cant lose

im middle of it

and i want to escape

but is no use to make myself like this

i promise what i promise

promise meant to be broken ?

im not like you

so is not true

even though
you are a person with bad personality

i will accept for you are

i will accept that you are bad last time

so that you are not alone

so that you are not 1 person

so that you can enjoy with us

thats what .. i aim to be

a better person

i dont want you to be all by yourself

i know how it felt

i know how it be

even a single hour

it still suffer

i know how much you cried

i know how much you meant to be change for your person

dont be like me

dont be my oldself

dont be

please

The 6th day

2009-10-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

im going to move out this house ..
maybe or not

is my mom decision

Im confuse

2009-10-21T21:52:00.000-07:00

I am .. i really confuse ..
what are you treating so damn good ?
and you told me about coupling ..
i hate it do you know that ?

is not what i wanted the answer from you
just that .. you don't even giving me time ..
im so damn happy when you treat me good
but now .. im just very confuse ..

what should you care about forgiving you ?
is not like you going out with some one or what

is really hard to maintain happy mood

is really hard to be happy

no more happy go lucky ..

i think is not the past i need

2009-10-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

i felt like crying..
tried to call people to stay

im just

a family doll

i hate it

Ther Ther

2009-10-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

Is hard to blog ..

2009-10-21T06:55:00.000-07:00

Every thing
is ending

i hope i can leave this world soon

Ther Ther

Is not gonna be

2009-10-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

Is not gonna be
Is not gonna be
Im not here
Im not there

Tears coming down
Heart beat got strong
Heart damn pain

What should i do ?

is not gonna be

im just ther ther
you are reading her blog

I TELL YOU

2009-10-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

I really cant stand!
i dont want to care about FAMILY
i dont want to care about many things !
i already enough!
I ALREADY DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANY ONE OF YOU
MOM
PLEASE DONT LEAVE THIS HOUSE CAN!?
PLEASE

ALTHOUGH WE HAVE ARGUE SOME TIMES
BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO REALISE YOUR ANGER WITH SAYING
SEI CHAO HAI RIGHT ?
YOU ARE MY GRANDMA
IF YOU WANT ME RESPECT YOU
YOU MUST SEE WHAT YOU GOOD TO RESPECT ON

I DAMN HATING THIS FEELINGS

IF YOU DONT WANT TO LISTEN
THEN BE RUBBISH
DONT GO SCHOOL
GO LEBAK
DONT CALL ME ANY MORE

I HATE THIS FEELINGS ! I HATE I HATE I HATE !!!!!!

My mood

2009-10-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

My Mood is like a shit

2009-10-18T09:18:00.001-07:00

Mama please stop cryin'

I can't stand the sound

Your pain is painful and it's

Tearing me down

I hear glasses breaking

As I sit up in my bed

I told God you didn't mean

Those nasty things you said

You fight about money

About me and my brother

And this I come home to

This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3

Never knowin' what love could be

You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me

Like it has done my family

Can we work it out

Can we be a family

I promise I'll be better

Mommy I'll do anything

Can we work it out

Can we be a family

I promise I'll be better

Daddy please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling

I can't stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin'

'Cause I need you around

My mama she loves you

No matter what she says is true

I know that she hurts you

But remember I love you too!

I ran away today, ran from the noise

Ran away (ran away)

Don't wanna go back to that place

But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy, growin' up in WW3

Never knowin' what love could be

But I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me

Like it has done my family

In our family portrait

We look pretty happy

Let's play pretend, let's act like it

Comes naturally

I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses

I don't want a stepbrother anyway

And I don't want my mom to have to change her last name

Mama'll be nicer

I'll be so much better

I'll tell my brother

I won't spill the milk at dinner

I'll be so much better

I'll do everything right

I'll be your little girl forever

I'll go to sleep at night

Daddy don't leave... daddy don't leave

Hi

2009-10-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

Every one. Are you waiting for my post about today ?
i apologize for being rude just now
and i just wanna you to know

Some how im not going to blog for this weak mood

Stay tune

im just
♥Ther Ther

What

2009-10-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

i know you will just said out
just stop bothering me
if you want to move out
just go and i will say bye
i wont care

im just
♥Ther Ther

2009-10-17T08:47:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow 18 ...

still got few minutes..
don't what she's doing ?
working ?
don't know..

i don't know does she misses me ?
does she love me ?

is already over

♥Ther Ther

2009-10-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Every time when i wanted to talk to you , but you are just say you are busy or any thing
so i decide not to call you , just waiting for your call . But guess what ? you dint call at all
So im happy that you just forgetting some thing , so that you wont care about me =]
Every time im just checking my phone , sure message 0 .
So when did you got the free time you call me ?
Ring Ring~~
Hello ..
Im sorry that i dint call you
Is okay , just hope that you would be happy ,cause i know you are busy with your work
Im sorry
Stop apologizing kay ?
Cause i know you would minus my mark
I know
bla bla.... forget already

im not really ready actually
and i think being back a normal person is a kind of good idea =]
maybe im not suitable with being a boy
but i think back
im just suitable to people care about me
=]

lets not talk about my kinda life =]
im different from who you are
im just a simple person
trying to be the best

wish me good luck to my new life =]

im just a simple girl , with a simple lifestyle
im just
♥Ther Ther

If you having any problem with that

2009-10-17T06:17:00.001-07:00

Babe im in love

2009-10-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

Actually im in love with who or what ?
actually im in love with MELAKA!!!
cause their clothes is quite cheap though
cheaper then KL
you should visit de Jonker walks
is a town actually XD

Later i will post the photo for you all to see =]

Cosmetics

2009-10-16T04:19:00.000-07:00

www.etudehouse.com those who wanna buy cosmetics and etc
www.mango.com those who wanna buy clothes and pair of shoes
www.annasui.com lols ... you know what is it right ..
example mirror, cosmetics , bags , perfume and etc
http://web2.sasa.com/SasaWeb/splash.jsp ... sasa =] cosmetics
www.topshop.com =] clothes !! weeeeyyy
www.gucci.com ~ bags ~
www.majolica-majorca.com ~ cosmetics!!
www.kitcosmetics.com ~ COSMETICS !

info ~~
info~~

those who wanna buy cosmetics!

Bu xiang wen

2009-10-15T21:11:00.000-07:00

Wo bu xiang zai ti ta
Wo bu xiang zai jiang le
Yin wei wo jue de hen lei
Ta yin gai zhi dao
Wo zai ai ta
Dan shi
mei yi ju
Wo gen ni jiang
shi zhen de

Bu ru
Lei le
Ren dou hui shuen fang qi
Hai shi
shuen
bu neng fang qi

Wo bu xiang ti ta
ye bu xiang zai jiang
Ru guo zai jiang de hua
wo jiu hui luan xiang

Bu yao zai ti ta ba

2009-10-15T08:34:00.001-07:00

I wont care and i wont dare to do any decision

is not hard =[

2009-10-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

argue with her again
and then i realize is easy to forget her
but
then i felt
the SY i know
she already don't love me any more
she so leng lui ...
sure got people chase her
so .. is easy
to let go the person
but cant let go the memory

i realize
im so stupid to trust people
and i regret
i learn some thing
is easy to let people just to take your heart out and put in their heart
is easy to let people say
but not just that say
but another way

love is not every thing
but my future is every thing
let go of it
and you be much happier
cheer up ther ther
you have your future up too

even though i don't have best friend
and i don't care about her

is enough of you
cause i you follow that bitch

if you know how to think
you will know how's my feeling towards you

♥Ther Ther

Dissapointed

2009-10-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

I act nothing
cause i felt really hurting
while you yourself
say bout me
so i nothing to say
in the phone i already say
you make me dissapointed
is already enough

i go school
you will only with JE
so why i want go school
you celebrate your birthday
also is with her
so , is okay im not your best friend
she will be your best friend
and even i tell you bout JE saying me this and that
you also will act don't know de lar..
you and with other people what happen
you wont tell me
honestly say
people and myself realize you mix with her
already change your person

make me more sad
and don't really trust you

♥Ther Ther

Can i just cry out

2009-10-13T07:51:00.001-07:00

Is hard to forget every thing in my past
and i still need time
i really hate being hurt every time
but i don't want to hurt people too ..
but i honestly tell you
i really miss you damn much
but we wont meant to be
there's no need to say sorry to me
is okay

i need to work
work and work
so whats happening ?
nothing ...@.@
i should tell what i honestly saying
i need to work

really need
FINANCIAL PROBLEM

♥Ther Ther

I say what ?!

2009-10-12T06:24:00.001-07:00

l0ls , having financial problem
so damn ma fan again
every time work
sure need masuk BANK!

i really need a new pair of clothes
and a nice bag
XD

should we celebrate for tomorrow?
l0ls..
sorry babes
im not wearing dress
i just wear t-shirt and pants
XD

tell your mama i love her

those whom think a tb who change back to girl
okay!
think again!
i will make sure i be back a lady again
lOls...

♥Ther Ther

Sorry due with my blog

2009-10-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

sorry readers . because last time my blog was private . so end up you all cant read my expisode XD
sorry yeah~~

Celine Dion - Im your angel

2009-10-09T23:41:00.001-07:00

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

Im single~ but not wanted~

2009-10-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

I felt wrong about you

sorry

I just felt some thing

2009-10-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

Cause i knew what you have done so much to me. And i felt really happy . But when ever i with you i feel you still love her . Why ? .. can i stop crying .. can we stop arguing .. can we just like never happen .. my heart already don't have the feelings with you .. why .. last time we break alot of time.. and i feel really tired .. i really don't know how to care about you .. When i saw you this time .. i know you already change alot .. because you want me to believe you .. but i felt.. no time le ba .. i cant really just let the pain keep on shoot my heart

i felt terrible..
i know this time you will be treasuring this moment
and i really knew it ..
because when ever i sees your eyes..
you really look inersence
i really love you ..
but i felt this love already over..

can i forget every thing ..we use to be arguing ?im really tired ..

♥Ther Ther

hey bitch

2009-10-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

don't make me scold you
not you but her
if you think you are 'her' so fine ~
Maybe i think you too zi lian
or what
i don't wish we even met
or i do wish you know who i am now
so bitch
you think i like to say about you
so welcome to stupid idiot bustard loko babi hutan orang upaya loveless person fucking world niama chao hai or so hai world you being ~
i don't have so much think to say about you
cause is wasting my saliva ~
thanks bitch
for inviting me to join in this argue
let's not for hope this argue is tooooo long for us
we want to end too
im sorry fucker
but is not the time for us to talk to you
cause we need appointment for us to arrange the date that we need to argue
OR maybe not
because you are an ugly witch
man~
is sooooo hot here
because i saw her wearing fat bra with fat panties
i think she having problem

Sorry bitch
cause is only special for you

thanks Fcker

cause im having a bad time for me to study

Regret

2009-10-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

You know..
YOU BEEN SO ANNOYING
SAYING THAT WE GOING TO TELL TEACHER THAT YOU 2 THE THING
ARE WE SO DG ( CHILDISH)
NOW IS PMR
WE DON'T WANT ANY THING TO DO WITH YOU
SO PLEASE
DON'T MAKE ME WARN YOU ANY TIME
I REGRET
I REALLY REGRET
TRUSTING YOU
LAST TIME

IM SORRY TO TELL YOU OR HURT YOU NOW
BECAUSE
IM REALLY HARD TO KNOW WHO ARE YOU!?
YOU ARE NOT LAST TIME THAT GIRL I KNOW

IM SORRY
IF WE REALLY DONE BAD THING

I REALLY REGRET

BYE !

king

Happy Birthday

2009-10-07T04:12:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mzaii..
happy birthday to you

wish you leng zai every day ..
happy always

old liaw 1 year..

cepat tua

~~

king

Is hard to forget my memories

2009-10-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

Hey babes
DONT MAKE ME STRESS TOO LAR!!

=]

telan komsas

now need to telan tatabahasa..

king mwamwa..~~

2009-10-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

Erm ,
Just a short post
Ohya ..
I nothing already
Just a slight fever
and a bad flu

i don't have H1N1 okay?!

=]

Babes Pmr..

Have some confident

Gambateh

King ~

Yes I do

2009-10-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

Erm.. this few days won't write blog
PMR coming
pray =]

He Told Me So

2009-10-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

When ever i with him
Im so lucky that we are still together
When ever i with him
Im so happy that i can see him when ever is just few seconds
When ever i need him
He always hugs me and cheer me up
When ever i need him
He will kiss me with his sweetest lips
When ever his not there
My life sucks without him

Few days letter
i saw him with another girl
and that girl is my besties
and i ran through her
and i ask her why
she replied
not me who ask for this request
is him
i looked at him
do you really meant it ?
he said
if old one i wont throw
i could not taste new one..

the tears that it ran through
i wipe it

and when i reach home
he said..
im sorry that i hurt you

few years later..
i saw him
and he cant recognize me..

and later on
i felt those past is nothing
but a rubbish..

Pictures

2009-10-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

CHECK HEART in HUKM .. ECG x2

Fatty Me

Special for SOOK YENG .. Cause scare you don't believe XD

Any way ..

thanks soh po ..
=]
don't worry me lar..
i will take care de..

you also must take k ..

muz be healthy

Let my love walk past by
so that your heart will know that i truely love you
ignore what they said
cause we are meant to be

i only love you once
don't make this chances fade away
cause it hurts
when you said good bye to me

i love you
te amo..

Make me be just a human
i know i talks many craps bout human life
i know you will love a person with just your true heart
because when ever i said i love you
don't think i will never let go
because once i let go
i will never
COME BACK TO YOU

Dont make mai mama dislike alcohol
cause you will regret

MAMA LOVES BEER

Roughly tell you what happen

2009-10-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

Mai heart is okay ... =]
just back from HUKM and LM..

roughly tell you 1 thing
the doctor told me my ECG is okay
But is only at that moment

So i need to Consult the doctor on monday

Need to go to the heart specialist

Today lucky is ..
3007

cause that number is my Turn (to consult doctor)

XD

Special thanks to my GOR GOR
CHAU SOOK YENG (if i spell wrong your name , tell me)

Cause i talks to him the most

And Fone Fone for that day TAKING CARE ME

Also SEAM ..
Sit right beside me

=]

DARL AR!!

Come to school ar !!

mwak

tonight will blog again

i will tell you mai whole story today

WAKE UP

CAUSE I ALREADY LEfT !

sorry

too rude in msn ~

king~

Stop

2009-10-02T05:24:00.000-07:00

Stop being nice
Stop being staburn
Stop laughing
Stop smiling
Stop doing this
Stop doing that

every time you call me
i wont pick up

i know you wont appreciate
and i get it

you want post dou so damn fucking good about being a nice guy to me
so i will come back
no
i wont

i fong hei jor you
and that the person i like

now

because i really very tired !
being friend
being me

cause i know how to solve

and i wont easily get involve

because i mind my own business

so shit off
fuck off

don't skl me
that you will do

you sms me
or even call me

i wont reply

so fuck off

i hope you read jor this blog

you will know what is sei sing bek goi the ME

i m staburn!

so are you!

fuck

sorry friend

i heng

so i use bad words to express

i mind my own mouth

thanks

Im sorry

2009-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

friend...
i cant pui you until d end..

i got a letter and my doctor told me
my heart really very weak..

and my mom told me some thing

if you wanna ask ..

i only can tell my friends..

im really sorry

maybe im going to stay at hospital..

i really don't want to die so young...

if i die..

im ready

king..

Dont Think Much.

2009-09-30T07:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow not going to school
TAO LAN

I will be back to school after morning section end

WTF ! fish

2009-09-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

2day i very heng lor..
i know jor the truth i more ... haiix
YOU THINK I CANNOT BE BACK GIRL AR?! YOU ONLY THINK DOU ME LIKE THAT AR?!
F*ish

Some more today
marching okay ..
formation also is okay ..
but oo ..
they laugh is their problem
Dont Think dou RENJER NO USE
we got few days only train this and that
THIS IS ALREADY GENG JOR!

we win is our heart together !
we win is we always stick together !

WE ALREADY WIN

EVEN THE RESULT IS BAD
WE STILL THE SAME!

don't say i weak
IM STRONG
don't say i cant
BUT I CAN!

I WILL SHOW IT TO YOU
ME
ESTHER YAP SOOK LING
WON'T LOSE TO YOUR FISHING MOUTH

im blooody fire now

i just need more time to change
NOT BECAUSE of the SHITTING THINGS

PLEASE
RENJER
WE ALREADY WIN

IF THE RESULT COME OUT
LOSE OR WIN

WE STILL NEED TO BE OKAY
SHOW OTHERS
THAT WE RENJER NOT WEAK !

today i started again
inside the chat room
i face mama..
mama beside me.
thanks mama..

i just need to control

i wish i can change back the time
that i dint told any one any thing

i don't regret

just i hope people don't say out

i wish can take photo of whole renjer marchers

how about that ?

=]

Miss lady
don't fish my bitch

bloody shit

290909

2009-09-29T06:29:00.001-07:00

290909

How tired also
i can still tahan to write this blog
cause got 1 person , she wants to know what i want to write

Actually
every 1 is not perfect
but we should work harder to become champion
and win our goal
that's how we should learn from teacher

i cant believe it
my personality change..
no matter how stupid also
OR even how weird also
i think alot of things

even how much i misses 'HER'
not 'HER' you all think about
Is another 'HER'
I promise myself and i promise 'HER' that i wont be set liun KING any more

No matter how much i know 'HER'
No matter how long i know 'HER'
i cant give 'HER' any thing

How dump i am..

Sook Yeng...
Ah zi ..
Wei Yin..

actually i forgive K'V very long time
but i felt i want back a friend
i know she did many things at our back
but for time being
i felt
i miss this friend
but i just cant face her
even though i forget the past she treat us 'wrongly'
and i forgive her
i just cant control
human deserve a second chance right ?

confuse ..

Well ..
Fone Fone... And San San
Tomorrow gambateh!!
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !

=]

i change jor blog lu~

Precious Memory

i felt that way

fake.

Nice . =D

Being Alone

Ha

today ~im gonna kill A

The more i hate , The more i love

For life =]

IS NOT !

I love ya xD

I wanna - All American Regects

Maybe ♥

Tagged by (jie ) Xiiao Tang

I hate staying at home = =

Love a People theres No reason for it =]

The Reason

Cries In A Distance - JJ lin

Ina - Fall

= = ...

Please Dont Lie Me

Mama Loves me the most

Remember this Song?

My blogskin.....

Hopes too high

You never can forget her

Yesterday & Today

Today ~

The 6th day

Im confuse

i think is not the past i need

Is not gonna be

I TELL YOU

My mood

Hi

What

If you having any problem with that

Babe im in love

Cosmetics

Bu xiang wen

is not hard =[

Dissapointed

Can i just cry out

I say what ?!

Sorry due with my blog

Celine Dion - Im your angel

Im single~ but not wanted~

I just felt some thing

hey bitch

Regret

Happy Birthday

Is hard to forget my memories

Yes I do

He Told Me So

Pictures

Roughly tell you what happen

Stop

Im sorry

Dont Think Much.

WTF ! *fish*

290909

WTF ! fish